Thanksgiving feast at my sisters house went great. I ate lots of good food, played with my niece, visited with family and enjoyed the day.
After that I had to take my daughter to her dads side of the family to celebrate.
I had cravings to drink all morning, they subsided at lunch, came back when I dropped her off. I came home and took a nap. Cravings are still here.
My mind says why not? No one is here, no one has to know. I would know. God would know. I want to be sober. But at times like this....not so much.
Please Lord help me through the rest of this day.
Dayy 33
After that I had to take my daughter to her dads side of the family to celebrate.
I had cravings to drink all morning, they subsided at lunch, came back when I dropped her off. I came home and took a nap. Cravings are still here.
My mind says why not? No one is here, no one has to know. I would know. God would know. I want to be sober. But at times like this....not so much.
Please Lord help me through the rest of this day.
Dayy 33
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