I chose happy hour. Funny it turned into about 9 or 10 hours instead. Well, meds do not help me have just one. I obviously am not able to have just one. I already knew this but being the good little acoholic I am I had to give it a shot.
I didn't leave my bed from when I got in Friday night unil 11:00 AM today. The depression, the shame, it never changes. I lock myself in my own personal psych ward each weeekend I do this. Cycle that is so hard to break. Others do. I can to.
I guess I will go back to AA in the morning. Have to call my sponsor tomorrow. I texted earlier and told her. I really hope this is the time it works. I pray to God for strength to get sober.
Day 2
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