Missed a few days but no drinking. It's Saturday about 6:00 pm. Been busy till now. Yes thought of alcohol. Invited to a social event tonight. Costume event. Sounds fun. But can I go and not drink? I just don't know. So irritating not being able to just go do something for fear of effing alcohol. I wish I could drink like a normal person. I think. This part of sobriety sucks.
I'm not the me I knew, I don't know the sober me yet. Seems like a forever journey and I'm feeling impatient.
Bummed, unfair, whine, etc.
Day 8
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