Sunday night blues

I don't like Sunday's. I find them depressing. The weekend is over. In this case the vacation is over. Back to work. Back to meetings. I'm trying to have a good attitude about work. I have to remember I'm lucky to have a job. I'm considering going to the noon meeting rather than the 8:00 meeting. Why? I don't know. Because I don't want to have to say I relapsed? Maybe another would be more helpful? I could go to work earlier but then leave for "lunch". It's probably doable. Not sure which would effect my job the most because I have to be consious of reaching my goals. That's not negotionable. So praying for some guidance there.

The Sunday blues are probably partly from the drinking and the depression cycle. I hope it passes quickly. I will go to work tomorrow, go to a meeting, go to the gym..life goes on. I have to make the most of it.

I'd looked into getting some therapy a while back. I can't remember but seemed kind of pricey but I think I'm going to check on it again. I think I could benefit from some therapy if I can afford it. Maybe help me deciper some of my issues that I don't even know I have...

Today's Accomplishments
1. Stayed sober
2. Went to church
3. Did laundry
4. Did some school work
5. Called my sponosor and talked to her about feeling down

So I have nothing else to share at this time. Here's hoping for a more cheerful, happy mood soon....

Day 3